Friday, December 16, 2011

Epiphanies are Wholly Overrated


As many of you are aware, I have recently had some health issues which have presented me with an opportunity to do some evaluation and take an inventory of my life. That being said, I’m pleased to report that by way of my introspection, I have discovered that I’m wholly exhausted with self-evaluations and over-done with personal inventories.

Back in my days of heady self-indulgence and selfish ambivalence I wasn’t nearly as encumbered with opportunities for personal growth, and I like to think I was still happy- well, happy enough. In fact, most of my recent self-evaluation revolved around memories from my first three decades; more particularly of the third decade.

I could easily call this time my Age of Unremarkable Self-Grandeur; an age defined by my overly developed self-importance carefully wrapped in the cloak of the one-of-us commonality of the 90’s and early 2000’s. I catch myself with a wry smile as I think back on those days.

Those were the days when a person with half a gumption and a handful of marketable skills could easily outrun misfortune and bad luck simply by the pace of their lifestyle. A busy father who spent far too much time working and traveling could easily placate his conscience and ply his children’s angst with more stuff, more toys, more money, more after-school activities, more music, more clothes… more!

And politics was easy! Whoever seemed the most able to do nothing, and stay out of the way of our steamroller economy always seemed the best bet for the country. Little did we know, or care, that these politicians who seemed to not be doing anything were actually NOT doing nothing, and that while we were busy clicking on our virtual shopping carts, the economy was already on a collision course with numerous icebergs.

And now, we act surprised to find ourselves in the throes of an economic downturn that has yet to even fully peak. That’s right. I don’t think we’ve seen the worst of this economic downturn. It’s going to become even more ugly and mean and real people are going to be hurt. And by “real people” I am talking about people you know; even you and your family.

Excuse me if I seem overly pessimistic about the near future, but this is a situation that can only be alleviated by fully confessing the economic sins of our past, and allowing those follies to shrivel up and drop off the economic vines. I fear we are merely prolonging our suffering by throwing fake money at bad money, hoping it will somehow, magically even, heal itself.

But there are some positive take-aways from this situation and I would be remiss not to point some of them out to you, even if the take-away hasn’t fully matured into something positive, yet.

I can sense some of you squinting at me in confusion, “What do you mean? It’s either a positive or a negative, right?”

Yes and no.

For example, I like to think we are becoming a more thoughtful people. I like to think that, but if I were you I certainly wouldn’t be gratified by my thinking that thought. In my opinion, we are only becoming thoughtful because opinions are easy to find and adopt. Not to mention being thoughtful is free and can generally be rationed out according to one’s own intellectual limitations- sort of a self-directed studies course for the half-wits.

We may be a more thoughtful culture, but we still allow the talking-heads and political parties to do a majority of our thinking for us. We still turn to the likes of Glenn Beck and John Stewart to tell us the way we feel about different ideas. We laugh at those who fashion their political ideologies after the likes of Barbara Streisand or Whoopi Goldberg because these people are clearly not professionals, they are entertainers. But, in the same breath, we spout the political ranting of Savage or Beck as cannon, despite the fact that they are both entertainers as well.

And I’m not suggesting that we stop listening to the talking heads. In many ways, they do offer substantial subject matter that can be used to spur individual thought and opinion. But if we count on these individuals to provide our entire philosophical and political foundation we are setting ourselves up to become a divided and reactionary citizenry, rather than a free-thinking and pragmatic citizenry. By allowing our opinions and thoughts to be marginalized we are setting ourselves and our voices up to be marginalized.

I don’t say these things to you in an effort to belittle you, but as a way of admonishing you. If there were ever a time when your voice should NOT be marginalized, this is the time. Individually, our voices may be unique or common. We may speak loudly or in subdued tones. We may have a shrill voice or a voice of low, almost dull, reason. But collectively, we have to find a way to harmonize and blend.

It’s imperative that we speak out against fear and oppression, whether it is from a group of hoodlums massing in the city streets, or a band of terrorists. Our silence is being understood to be our acquiescence to the government that is attempting unbridled access over our liberties because we have led ourselves to believe that we are victims and afraid.

We need to collectively raise our voices against any Act of government that would limit our freedom based on the tenuous notion of security. And don’t be fooled. The attempts to subvert our freedom are not from any one political party or even from any one branch of the government, but from all of them. And while it may not be an act of malice or intent on their part, it is certainly a product of our own passivity. We need to understand our responsibilities when our core freedoms, namely the Bill of Rights, are not only being infringed upon, but summarily dismissed by our leaders.

You’re familiar with my Three Rules of Being a Man; the third rule being the collective summation of the first two rules, “If it’s important to you, then prove it.” This is important to me, and by way of this post I’m initiating my proof of how important it is. I’ve never been overtly political, but this supersedes politics and partisanships. This is a matter of personal freedom.

Congress has passed the Defense Authorization Act and the President is hours from signing it into law. There are numerous websites and groups decrying the Act as treasonous, and it may well be, but you need to read it and decide for yourself.

This is important. This is one of those times where a reactionary opinion from Glenn Beck is just as dangerous as a patronizing rationalization from Jeanine Garofalo if we don’t take the next step and find the information for ourselves.

We are well informed masses. We allow ourselves to be informed by any number of sources, but we will never be a unified voice until we become an educated citizenry.